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New Arrival

Posted on December 5, 2014 by Delilah Night

I got back from Bali to find my contributor’s copies of Nine-to-Five Fantasies (ed. Alison Tyler) in my mailbox. I’ve been so wrapped up in end of year insanity that I totally lost track of the calendar, and the package was a welcome surprise.

Since moving to Singapore in 2010 I’ve become a devotee of the e-book. Prior to my conversion, I’d always been someone who carried around multiple books (because what if I finish my book before I get home?). I am very bad at returning library books on time, and I like owning books, so over the years my home library began to overtake my apartment. Marrying a fellow book nerd did not help the matter. Nor did spawning two ~~excuses to buy tons of kid’s books~~ children. Moving halfway around the world to where books are twice as expensive and I worry about how we will eventually transport all of our crap back to the US was the impetus for the switch. Now I have over 100 books on my phone alone (over 1k in my digital library), and all I need to worry about is my battery dying mid-read.

That said, there is something so amazing about holding a physical book that you contributed to. Seeing it on your bookcase. Seeing it in a bookstore (I’ve not seen any in bookstore in Singapore, but I’ve seen Irresistible on the shelves in the US and in New Zealand). I may buy digital, but my heart still belongs to the physical book.

I walked around with a stupid grin on my face for hours.

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2014 in review

Posted on November 21, 2014 by Delilah Night

2014 was only the second year in which I have felt like I could legitimately call myself a professional author. Inspired by Lynn’s far more impressive year in review post, I decided to do my own.

This year I wrote four new short stories and edited a story from 2012 that’s been sitting on my hard drive.

Choices is in Other Days, edited by Jessica Augustsson (new)
Love is a Virus is in Coming Together: Among the Stars, edited by Lynn Townsend (new) which benefits Still’s Disease
New on the Naughty List is in Coming Together: For the Holidays, edited by Alessia Brio (2012 story, edited 2014) which benefits Stand Up for Kids
A story I wrote this year has been accepted, but I have no information about what’s happening with that anthology at this time so I’m not comfortable identifying it by name or editor at this time.
Plunder has been submitted, but I won’t have any information about it until early 2015.

Two stories that had been accepted in 2013 were published this year

O for Effort is part of Nine-To-Five Fantasies, edited by Alison Tyler
Baby it’s Cold Outside is part of Summer Loving, edited by Alison Tyler for the lovely Sommer Marsden.

I created my official Goodreads author page and added my books to it.

Ghost Novel Progress (aka That Damn Novel I STILL haven’t finished yet)

I’m pretty disappointed that in 2014 I only made it through chapters 3-6 (and I hope to update this at the end of December with several more chapters–7 is mostly written, and I have outlines for most of the novel’s chapters).

My goal had been to finish the entire first draft and it didn’t happen. Part of this is that my time management sucks and I own that. I’ve also been afraid to suck, which I talked about in this post. I’m starting to work past that anxiety so I can make forward progress. I’m also learning that it’s okay if the story doesn’t always get written in perfect order. These may seem like obvious things, but they’ve become personal hang-ups.

The ghost novel was first written for a Literotica Halloween short story contest over a decade ago. (Sidenote-Delilah Night wasn’t the name I used there, and I have since deleted that account and the related stories from Lit.) The characters have been haunting me since–no pun intended. This is the third or fourth time I’ve tried to write it as a novel in the past 10+ years. I always seem to hit a point where I (a) am frustrated with my slow progress (b) freeze because I refuse to move on until I’m completely happy with the existing chapter or (c) I write myself into a corner and can’t figure my way out. So I put down the metaphorical pen and move on with other projects both writing and otherwise.

I’ve wondered if this is the wrong first novel to try to write professionally–perhaps there’s too much baggage associated with it? However, I’ve let some people read what I’ve written thus far in this attempt and they’ve encouraged me to keep going. At this point, I’m my own biggest obstacle. Part of me feels like finishing this book in particular—regardless of whether in the end the book is publishable, or ever sells a copy, or needs to be burned because it sucks—the act of successfully taking a novel from writing to publication once will allow me to do it again without needing a multi-year process. Also, this book needs to get out of my head so I can focus on the other books I’m dreaming up.

When I see writers like Lynn, Alison, Sommer, etc doing as many projects in a year as they do I feel intimidated. Just how do they do that? I’m sure, though, that the answer is experience will bring improvement.

How do I think I did?

I had hoped to write more stories this year, but I am really happy with where my skills are today versus a year ago. I’m learning to identify and short circuit some bad habits (ex.–characters begin to do things instead of just doing them). My start to finish speed on short stories has improved. I’ve made a number of friends online this year within the community.

Overall, I’m pleased with 2014.

Goals for 2015

I said it before, but I’m saying it again–by the end of 2015, I want AT MINIMUM a full first draft of the Ghost Novel

I would like to write around 10 short stories. I haven’t been good about writing stories without a specific call in mind, but I’m hoping to do so even when there’s no call out that speaks to me.

I want to look at where I am a year from now and to know viscerally that I am better at my craft then than I am today.

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A bunch of lovely authors…

Posted on November 11, 2014 by Delilah Night

The very lovely Lace Winter nominated me for the “One Lovely Blog Award.” I’m going to accept-and use this opportunity to heed Alison’s call to arms

What if we promoted each other in little surprise ways like this—posting covers, pimping stories, sharing the wealth. Read a book you liked? Put up the cover and a link. Discover an author you think is fabulous—give an unexpected shout out, an unplanned review.–Alison Tyler

I’m going to tell you about 15 authors I love. If I tag you, carry on the award or not as is right for you 🙂

The rules of the award state that I must thank Lace for nominating me. Thank you, sweetie. But more than that, thank you for becoming a friend over the past few months. I’m so glad to have met you–and hopefully I’ll meet you in person one of these days.

The award also says I need to share 7 things about myself my readers don’t know. I don’t often talk about my non-writing life here, so I thought that would be fun to do.

about me

1-I suffer from pinterest addiction. I’ve yet to try something worthy of a Pinterest FAIL blog, but my ambitions almost got the better of me with Ms. 6’s birthday party earlier this month.

Pinterest Success!

2-I don’t speak Mandarin. However, both of my girls are learning it, so I’ve picked up a few words here and there. Today when my aircon repair guy was on the phone with my landlord I could make out the words I, you, can’t, this one/that one, and because. Which is just enough knowledge to make me panic–hearing “can’t” over and over from a repair man when my air conditioning isn’t working and it’s in the 90’s was freaking me out. Other words in my vocabularly include the words for “I don’t want to,” which my three year old whines ALL THE TIME.

3-For all that I’m an expat and have traveled all over the place now, the truth is that I never flew on an airplane before I was 20 years old. I was TERRIFIED the first time. Now it’s old hat.

4-I told my husband I was buying the new Taylor Swift album for Ms. 6’s birthday, but mostly I bought it for me. He saw right through it. Kind of the same way he saw through it when I bought tickets “for her” to Taylor Swift concert earlier this year.

5-I spent my childhood wanting to be Kristy from The Baby-Sitter’s Club book series.

6-If I had a better voice and less stage fright I would love to be a Broadway star.

7-I picked a bad partner the first time I had sex. He invited me to his room to WATCH ANIME and I was naive enough to think that’s what it meant. When I realized he had other ideas I decided “eh, why not?” and we had sex. After it was over, we realize that I’d bled. My reaction was to sigh because I didn’t have a pad in my purse. HIS response was to say “Why didn’t you tell me you were going to bleed--I could’ve put a trash bag down or something so you wouldn’t stain my sheets.” Like I said–I did not pick a good partner. But I did get a good story out of it, so there’s that?

Now we get to the good stuff–I’m going to tell you about some of my favorite authors.

1–My very first story acceptance was from Rachel Kramer Bussel. She has a new collection of essays out called Sex and Cupcakes. It’s currently sitting on my Kindle waiting for me to get through this insane week so I can dive in.

2–The next editor to accept my work was Alison Tyler. If you’ve read my blog you know I LOVE her work. She has a number of recent releases–including a story in Filthy Housewives, edited by Violet Blue. My favorite novellas from Alison are Those Girls and Those Boys–Sandy is one of my favorite fictional Doms.

3-I have to say that Sandy is ONE of my favorite fictional Doms because I just got a sneak peek at Tamsin Flowers‘ new project Alchemy xii, and given the chance, I don’t know if I could pick between Alison’s Sandy and Tamsin’s Harry. I’ll post a review a little closer to the release date. Tamsin also wrote Zombie Erotoclypse, which contains “Peeping Zom”-which contains the only Paul Revere reference I’ve ever seen in an erotica story. I have a degree in History, so I think we should all take a page from Tamsin’s book and throw in clever lines like that one. If you like your zombie erotica aurally, check out Rose Caraway reading “Red Hot Zombie Cock” on the Kiss Me Quick Podcast.

4-Speaking of Rose Caraway, have you read The Sexy Librarian’s Big Book of Erotica? It’s my current pick for best erotica anthology this year.

5-Pillow Talk is a collaborative effort brought to us by Tamsin Flowers, Malin James and Jade A. Waters. It’s so great to see a conversation between fellow erotica authors on topics like how their writing has evolved to be more selective about which details to include in a story and which to leave to a reader’s imagination.

6-Malin James‘ blog should be required reading for anyone interested in sex. Her recent post “Ownership: On Sexuality & Feminine Relations” really resonated with me.

7-Jade A. Waters is a new author to me, but I’m looking forward to reading more of her work, including her story in the upcoming Lynn Townsend anthology Among the Stars. I really enjoy hearing her opinions in Pillow Talk and on Twitter.

8-Lynn Townsend caught my attention with “Full Frontal Neighbor” in The Sexy Librarian’s Big Book of Erotica. I subsequently read her novel Roll, which I loved. I’m eagerly awaiting the publication of Blues in early 2015. Lynn recently edited her first anthology and Among the Stars is going to be so awesome.

9-I’d be remiss if I didn’t mention Sommer Marsden. I started reading Sommer’s work because she came so highly recommended by Alison. I quickly became a huge fan of her clever twist endings. Her new book is The Mighty Quinn, also on my kindle. (Have I mentioned how crazy this week is? CRAZY busy). I also loved her story “The New Girl” in Skirting the Issue , “Appetizer” in The Sexy Librarian’s Big Book of Erotica, and I’m looking forward to seeing her story in Coming Together: For the Holidays.

10-Janine Ashbless grabbed my attention with her story “Three Legs in the Evening” in The Sexy Librarian’s Big Book of Erotica because I’m a Greek Mythology fangirl. One of my daughter has a middle name pulled from Greek Mythology. I’m super excited to read her new release Cover Him with Darkness.

11-Delilah Devlin edits some seriously hot anthologies with alpha males. I loved her antho Cowboy Lust, . I’m currently reading Hot Highlanders and Wild Warriors . If you prefer Firemen, she also just released Five Alarm Alphas .

12-I’m a sucker for erotic fairy tales, and Kristina Wright has edited A Princess Bound, Fairy Tale Lust, and Lustfully Ever After.

13-Lace Winter (who tagged me for this post) is not yet a published author, but I’m certain she will be soon. She’s been posting excerpts from her WIP, and I can’t wait to read the whole thing.

14-I know Sophia Valenti‘s work from Alison’s anthologies, and her story “A Lesson in Lust” in Skirting the Issue is one of my favorite F/F stories.

I’m going to leave #15 empty—tell me who I should be reading that I haven’t discovered yet.

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Why I write interracial romance

Posted on November 8, 2014 by Delilah Night

The next two stories that I have coming out have something in common–they both feature Indian/Caucasian interracial relationships.

The reason I write Indian/Caucasian romance is fairly straightforward–that’s one of my wedding photos above. When I write an interracial relationship, my preference is to write one that looks like my own (unless there’s reason to do otherwise, as in the ghost novel).

The few times I’ve seen an Indian/White romance (particularly an Indian man with a Caucasian woman) have primarily been historical pieces set in India during the British reign. That’s the subcontinent equivalent to the Native American man/White woman bodice rippers I stole from my mom in the late 80’s and early 90’s. Exotic male either kidnaps or serves as an antidote to the white female’s humdrum life. James Cameron’s Titanic movie does this only within social class instead of color, as do many of the billionaire man/regular girl stories. But in all of these scenarios, the man is exotic because of his skin color or his social class or whatever.

You almost never see an interracial couple where one partner is Indian and the other white treated matter of factly in media. I loved Smash for many reasons (including because I’m a giant Broadway nerd), but one of them was that the Dev/Karen couple of season 1 existed. Dev’s Indian-ness was not portrayed as exotic. Yes, there was one Bollywood inspired number, but Raza Jaffrey’s Broadway claim to fame was that he was the male lead in Bombay Dreams, so I’m giving that a pass. The Mindy/Danny relationship on the Mindy Project is another I’m aware of, although we haven’t gotten into the show as it’s not Netflix yet.

I want to read (and by extension write) relationships where my characters are in an interracial relationship, but where the story is about the couple instead of fetishizing the culture/skin color of one of the partners. Obviously skin color and culture will impact that character;s day to day life, but there are ways to do so that round out a character’s personality without reducing them to stereotypes or constant racial cues. (I’m looking at you Ann M. Martin with the unending use of creamy skin or softy accented voice when referencing the Kishi family.)

I was inspired to write this because of the hashtag #WeNeedDiverseRomance, which I encourage you to go read. Then let’s create a more diverse body of literature together. Let’s have broad notions of what interracial looks like. Let’s have older characters. Let’s have characters who aren’t the image of perfection. Let’s have characters with disabilities. Let’s try to have the messy and complex reality of life reflected in our writing.

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Other Days

Posted on November 6, 2014 by Delilah Night

I’m very proud to announce that Other Days has been published. The story I excerpted the other day, “The Choices that Damn Us” is included in this anthology. Available now on Amazon US/US in kindle form (book form in a week or so) and in paperback on createspace. Kobo, smashwords and other formats in early 2015 (due to some Amazon rules).

Obviously I’m proud of my story, but I want to take a moment to tell you about my friend Jessica’s story “Lessons Learned.” If you have ever wondered who the real Jack the Ripper was, you’ll want to read this one. I love the build of dramatic tension throughout and the ending gave me chills.

Here’s an excerpt of “Lesson Learned”

“Come on, Polly,” I overheard Ellen try to convince Mary Ann to go back to the lodging house, and remembered seeing the nickname in the files. Mary Ann was drunk and refused to go. I heard her tell Ellen she’d earned her doss money three times over already that night (and then spent it all at the Frying Pan) and was certain that with her new bonnet, she’d make it again.

Ellen gave up and walked away. I went cold. The bonnet. The new bonnet. Would she be out here at all if it weren’t for me and that bonnet? I felt dizzy, like the whole world was spinning around me. Leaning against a cool brick wall, I tried to catch my breath.

“Jules? Julie! You there?” A cacophony of voices shouting my name in my ear brought me back to my senses.

“Uh…yeah. Yes, I’m here.” I shook my head to wake myself out of the stupor.

“We’ve been trying to talk to you for over a minute already,” Tom’s worried voice crackled over the earpiece. “What’s going on?”

“Are you still trailing her?” Martin asked apprehensively.

I looked around for Mary Ann, but she must already have turned up Whitechapel High Street; I couldn’t see her anymore. I ran around the corner and trotted as quickly as I could in these damned heeled-boots up Whitechapel Street past Garden Street and St. Mary’s. Still no sign of her. I turned left in a panic up the short bit of road called Baker’s Row and then right onto Buck’s Row (as Durward was known then) and everything was still and empty.

“I see you, Jules,” came Martin’s voice in my ear, clearly relieved. “What happened?”

Out of breath and lungs stinging like fire, I just shook my head and threw my hands in the air in response, knowing Martin would be able to see everything through his goggles. I didn’t know what had happened. I hadn’t seen anything. Hadn’t heard anything. I turned in a full circle, looking everywhere. My chest and throat felt tight with fear and frustration. I just wanted to cry. Had I missed some clue as I’d dashed along Whitechapel Street? Or maybe Mary Ann had turned up Thomas or Court Street instead of Baker’s Row? Or perhaps Jack already had her before I’d gotten myself together, back when I realized about the bonnet. I didn’t know her, but she was a living, breathing person, and I no longer wanted to find her killer—I wanted her to live.

Here’s the full Table of contents

Habejari’s Break by Kimber Camacho
House Call by Brandon Nolta
Deja View by Tim Koch
Affaire de Coeur by Susanne Hülsmann
A Fair Trade by Johannes Svensson
Escape Velocity by Melissa Swanepoel
Fire in the Bones by Marguerite Croft
Lesson Learned by Jessica Augustsson
Glass and Mirrors by Sharon A. Brown
Man, and None by Brandon Nolta
The Grande Complication by Christopher Reynaga
Contraband by Susan Hülsmann
The Karelian Egg by Robert Young
The Choices that Damn Us by Delilah Night
The Mer-Bell by Kimber Camacho
A Bird in the Hand by Johannes Svensson
Crux of a Faded Soul by Jennifer Silverwood

Edited to Add…Buy it here

Amazon US (kindle now, paperback in about a week)
Amazon UK (kindle now, paperback in about a week)
createspace (paperback)
Smashwords and kobo in early 2015

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WIP-Choices

Posted on October 31, 2014 by Delilah Night

This week I submitted a story unlike anything I’ve ever written before. It was the first non-erotic piece of fiction I’ve written since high school or my early college years, which pushed me pretty far outside of my comfort zone. While my novel has two distinct stories happening in different time periods, there are clear time lines and what has happened in the past can’t be changed. “Choices” has multiple timelines and the past can be changed…at least once. It went through many iterations before my editor and I found a way to tell the story that worked, instead of being a bunch of random scenes, making it a story that went through a very different writing process than my work typically does. Finally, it was a different experience for me in that it was the first time I’ve been asked to write a story for a specific anthology rather than submitting to an open call for submissions.

The story was inspired by a fairly unlikely source–the movie Kate and Leopold. It occurred to me that the only real difference between Leopold and someone diagnosed with mental health issues in the real world is unbearable hotness. Why else would you believe his story? What would happen if I started swearing that I was from the future? I would most likely end up medicated and/or committed. But what if that happened AND I was right? What then? Thus “Choices” was born.

I think we can all agree I wouldn’t get a commercial

You will hopefully be seeing “Choices” in print before the end of the year–more information as I have it. Today, though, you’ll get a sneak peek

Temporal Authority Central Processing Center – Admiral David Smithson’s office

“Do you know why you’re here?” The admiral raised an eyebrow at Commander Jenna Robinson.

“Because my fourth request for a starship captaincy was the charm?” At least, she hoped that was why she’d been called in.

He glared at her. “Try again. You took Charlotte Donnelly into custody today, didn’t you?”

Uh oh. Should’ve known he’d find out.

“Yes. I removed her before she could splinter the timeline.”

“Commander. The guidelines clearly state you can’t interfere with your own lineage until you are at least 10 generations removed. You are four generations—”

“Five.”

“Commander!” She’d witnessed volcanic explosions with less heat than his eyes were emitting.

Jenna ground her teeth. “Sorry. Sir. But can the record state that if I hadn’t interfered, I wouldn’t be standing here to have this argument with you—”

Smithson cut her off. “Let’s go see your granny. Her records are now designated OEO.”

Our eyes only.

“Yes. Sir.”

I do want to state up front that I don’t mean to make light of mental health issues. I have bipolar disorder and I know all too well that medication can be the thing that makes it possible to live instead of barely survive your day to day life. However, one of my deepest fears is losing the line between fiction and reality; of one day needing more help than medication can give me. So, in some way, taking someone who has been considered beyond help and validating that they were right and the world was wrong I’m also attempting to defang that fear. Sort of.

At any rate, this has been an at times painful learning process, and I hope it won’t be the last time I publish something non-erotic.

Filed under: acceptance, In Progress, process, Submitted, Writing | Tagged: delilah night, fiction, time travel story, work in progress, writing process | 4 Comments »

WIP–Santa’s Elf

Posted on October 18, 2014 by Delilah Night

The end of the year is insane for my family. Although right now we are more preoccupied with birthdays and Halloween, the focus will soon shift to Christmas. Since I left childhood behind, Christmas became more of a chore and a hassle. Then I had children. Christmas is now still something of a hassle–if you ever want to test your marriage, try putting together a tricycle on Christmas Eve with your spouse–but it is also magical all over again for me.

One of the things I love about Christmas with little kids is the belief in Santa. Sometimes I use this belief for evil–such as threatening to call Santa to report bad behavior when they’re on my last nerve. But most of the time Santa is reminds me of that time in my life when magic was real. When I truly believed that good people would be on the Nice list, mean people would be on the Naughty list, and that Santa would dispense justice accordingly.

The idea of Santa’s Naughty and Nice lists inspired a story that recently found a home. I’m pleased to announce that “New on the Naughty List” will appear in Coming Together: For the Holidays.

Lucy the Elf has her first fieldwork assignment. Is Matthew a Naughty sexual deviant or a Nice guy on the wrong list?

Typically I’d tease a sex scene, but I really love the set-up and world-building of this story. My plan is to write more stories set in this world and eventually release an anthology.

Lucy cleared her throat.

“What?” Kendra snapped.

“I have a Naughty that can’t be video verified,” Lucy said cautiously.

“So? Base it on their history on your list.”

“It’s a new Naughty. I think we need to arrange for someone to do a physical verification.”

Kendra heaved a sigh and rubbed her temples. “Take Blitzen. Go down and do the verification yourself, but get it done today. I don’t have to remind you it’s the 23^rd.” She made a shooing motion at Lucy. “Give the rest of your list to Andrew; he was bragging that he’d finished his. That’ll shut him up.” She returned to her work.

Lucy stammered, “But I’ve never done a field assignment. I’m—”

“Are you kidding me?” Kendra’s head whipped up. “You’re going to bitch about a field assignment on the twenty-third? The twenty-third? Get your ass down there, do the verification and get back here!”

Reindeer Complex was buzzing with activity. Prancer’s handlers were counting reps as he did something resembling push-ups. Cupid was screaming at her elves for putting decaf coffee in her bucket.

Blitzen’s stall was the only one without a crowd outside the entrance. Lucy peeked in to see the reindeer sprawled on the floor, watching Star Wars. There was a bag of potato chips half-hidden under some hay.

Lucy knocked. “Blitzen?”

Blitzen grunted, but didn’t look up from Leia’s pleas to help her.

“I have to go South and verify a new Naughty? The video system isn’t working? Kendra suggested that you give me a ride? To Boston? I know it’s the twenty-third, but it’s a new Naughty.”

A long-suffering sigh was his only response.

Lucy knew she couldn’t screw up her first field assignment. “Please, Blitzen?”

Dancer’s voice erupted from the stall opposite Blitzen. “These bells are tarnished! How is that acceptable? Does no one care about standards anymore?”

Blitzen’s ears flattened at the increasingly shrill noise. “Fine. At least I’ll have a valid excuse for getting out of here.”

Blitzen explained how to ride reindeer-back and then they were off. Lucy’s emotions swung betwixt excitement and terror. This field assignment could mean big things for her career if she was able to verify a Naughty.

Coming Together: For the Holidays is a charity anthology for StandUp for Kids, an organization trying to end Youth Homelessness in the US. Publication will be this December. I’ll let you know when I have more information.

*****Edited to add***** Apparently I posted an excerpt of this story last November, which you can read here. The elf’s name was originally Gemma, as in that excerpt. I have a story coming out with a protagonist named Jenna, which is why I changed the elf’s name to Lucy.

Filed under: acceptance, Writing | Tagged: Alessia Brio, Christmas Erotica, Coming Together: For the Holidays, delilah night, Holiday Erotica, Smut for a good cause | 3 Comments »

Sneak Peek–Pirate Story

Posted on October 2, 2014 by Delilah Night

About a week ago I sat down to write a new story. Before I knew what had happened, Ia found myself taken hostage aboard a pirate ship by quite possibly my favorite hero and heroine to date….

“Put it down, lad. Don’t think to try me,” he warned her.

Defiantly she stepped out of line and faced him. He raised an eyebrow when he saw she was no lad. His distraction presented the perfect opportunity; her sword sliced through the air. Bree grinned fiercely as she scored first blood, but her victory was short-lived. It was humiliating how quickly he disarmed her. She found herself face down on the deck with the pirate captain’s boot planted firmly on her back.

This would never have happened if Papa hadn’t sent me away. Fighting had been yet another useful skill she’d had to abandon in favor of nonsense like bossing around servants. Maids were bigger crybabies than seasick boys on their first sail.

“This girl has more courage than the rest of you scum put together. At least she tried to kill me,” he said derisively.

The boot was removed and he hauled her to her feet. She immediately cocked a fist. “Quite the spitfire, aren’t you?” He picked her up and tossed her over his shoulder.

Her blood boiled. “Go to hell!” She beat at his back ineffectively as he carried her to the quarterdeck. She was put down with her back to the railing.

The pirate imprisoned her hands in one of his own. “I have a proposition for you, minx. You’ve given me more amusement in the past five minutes than I’ve had in a long time. Amuse me tonight and I don’t kill your crewmates. Maybe you’ll even please me so well that I’ll let you keep your ship.”

The roar in her ears wasn’t the ocean. “What?”

“Don’t disappoint me now. Is the idea of my bed so repulsive that you’d rather lose your ship?”

Brianna swallowed. “How do I know you’ll honor the bargain?” My body is to be a bargaining chip no matter what.Better to use it for the Maya than submit to whomever Papa chose.

He gave her a feral smile. “You don’t.”

I’ve submitted this to an anthology, and will hopefully have news for you about this story in the future.

I want to thank Lace Winter for joining my beta readers for this story. It’s so helpful to have a fresh set of eyes, and Lace gave me really helpful feedback.

Filed under: In Progress, Writing | Tagged: delilah night, lace winter, pirate story, Plunder, story in progress | 6 Comments »

Sometimes you have to suck…

Posted on September 24, 2014 by Delilah Night

I’ve been stuck on Chapter 6 of my ghost book for over a month. I’ve tried writing it multiple ways and no matter what, I hate it. HATE IT.

Burn, chapter 6. Burn.

I am giving myself permission to suck. To write it, knowing it will be weak and will likely be cut entirely or hacked to pieces in the second draft, so I can move on with things.

I have tried to write this novel on and off for about a decade–a draft of it was written for a Halloween contest, and the characters have never left me alone. But this is what inevitably happens to me when I’ve tried to write full length pieces–I hit a speed bump and get mired in the desire not to suck. So the book has gone through several incarnations with characters of different names, different plot lines, and so forth. But it always seems to hit a point where I can’t move past the momentary bad writing. I second guess every choice I make until I have a zillion starts to the chapter, but no finish line.

So what changed?

Lynn Townsend. I’m going to have to paraphrase because otherwise I’ll spend forever trying to track down exactly what she said to me, which was “Just write. It’s okay that it sucks. Just keep writing through it.” Which is obvious. Which is advice I’ve given. But hearing it from a REAL AUTHOR who actually is willing to put one of my stories in her anthology (and thus thinks I don’t suck) changed something for me.

Now, you may say “but Delilah, you’re an author.” To which I would tell you “Yeah, but I’ve never written or published a book, so I’m not a REAL AUTHOR like Lynn or Alison or Insert Name Here.”

So I’m going to suck it up, and I’m going to suck. So I can move on.

September 30th. I’m stating it publicly–I will send some terrible sad chapter 6 to my editor and move on with my life by September 30th.

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Oh. My. God.

Posted on September 15, 2014 by Delilah Night

**Updated with a link to Wicked Wednesday #200–The Best. I think this is the best post I’ve written on Delilah Night.***

If you can, I’d advise you to watch the video because I actually tell the story, but if you don’t, there’s a written version below. They’re a bit different in a word or phrase here and there, so pick your medium. Be aware that there are some NSFW moments (I’m talking about erotic fanfic), so headphones or no kids around are advised.

**I first told this at a Singapore Story Slam in September 2014***

In early 2001 I was a college senior. I hadn’t written anything besides essays and research papers in years and I was feeling burnt out. Around this time, an ex boyfriend introduced me to the world of online fan fiction, online erotica, and online erotic fan fiction. I read through some, and my takeaway was “Pshaw, I can do that.”

In Fall 1987 a tv show called Star Trek: The Next Generation began to air. Wil Wheaton played Wesley Crusher. Wesley Crusher was an obnoxious, know it all teenager –not even a member of the crew–who often saved the ship with his high school science projects. He was not terribly beloved the adult fanbase. I was 9, and I thought Wesley Crusher was the coolest, smartest person ever…because I’m a nerdy, bookish kind of girl, and he made it seem like nerdy bookish kids could rise up and be the hero. By the time he stopped being a series regular4 years later I was 13 and my hormones had kicked in. Some girls had Kirk Cameron, or Keanu Reeves, or New Kids on the Block, or Christian Slater as their imaginary boyfriend. Me? Wesley Crusher. I had the Wesley Crusher ST TNG official trading card hanging in my locker. But he left the show, and I stopped following his career because I was all about Wesley, not Wil.

Back to 2001. The deadline on my undergraduate thesis was fast approaching, so naturally I decided that there was no time like the present to write some Wesley Crusher fanfic. So I do. It was worse than you’re imagining. Yes, I wrote myself into the story. Yes, I described certain attributes in great detail. Clichés. Clichés as far as the eye can see. With 13 years of perspective, I can tell you that it was a truly truly terrible story. But as a rank beginner, I had no idea how bad this story was.

I was really proud of it. So I posted it online.

I keep writing and posting erotica, as I really like it and it’s a really good distraction from the big questions like “What the hell am I going to do with a degree in history?”

One day, about a year later, I log onto the website and there’s a message waiting for me.

“Did you know you’re linked on FARK.com?”

FARK.com? What’s a FARK.com? So I go to Fark.com. It’s a website-that lists dozens of links every day, each with a tag and a one line description. You click on the link and there’s the content and a comment thread. Remember how I said I hadn’t followed Wil Wheaton’s career post TNG? Yeah, if I had, I might have known that he was really active in the online geek community. Including posting and commenting on FARK, where he was so well regarded that he merited his own tag of “Wheaton.”

Wheaton: Idiot fangirl writes terrible Wesley Crusher fanfic (I don’t recall the exact one line description but close enough)

I click the tag and there’s a page with my story, and below it are HUNDREDS of comments.

The first rule of surviving the internet is NEVER READ THE COMMENTS.

So I’m reading the comments. While there are a few kind words here and there, the overwhelming majority are not. But they’re mean in a 2001 internet way, and not in a 2014 internet mean way.

So I’m scrolling, and I’m reading, and I’m cringing.

Then I see it.

There is a comment from the verified Wil Wheaton account

Oh.

My.

God.

In that moment, I want nothing more than the earth to swallow me whole. “No. Nonononono. Oh shit. nooooo.”

I debate creating an account to try and defend myself. To explain that it’s NOT ABOUT WIL, IT’S ABOUT WESLEY. But I don’t. Because while I was dumb enough to post the story online (which, meh, tons of people do), and dumb enough to follow the link on Fark.com, and dumb enough to read the comments, I’m not THAT dumb.

After a few days, the link is pushed off the homepage by newer links. Then I requested that they remove it, and they did. I survive the experience in relative anonymity. Thank god for screennames.

In a twisted way, the fact that I could ever want to write another word of erotic fiction, even erotic fanfiction after Wil Wheaton found out about my story meant that I must really love writing erotica. Which I do. So I keep writing, and I get better, and eventually I become a professional erotica author.

As a writer, I can tell you that submitting a story to an editor is a nerve-wracking experience. You never know what they’re going to say.

But there’s one thing I know they won’t say…

Oh.

My.